feeling strange

Today is the funeral for another staff person from my department. Not a good few months here for staff. I feel like I should go, but at the same time I didn't really know him and I don't really want to go. does that make me a bad person? I'll say some prayers for him and his family. blah

In other news I co-taught a class for an absent professor and really enjoyed it. I wish I could do that sort of teaching more than my sections. I'm so sick of the same class material. This was real anatomy and it was fun to help the students find the correct structures.